from
DEMO 2014,
released July 7, 2014
I'm not afraid to say that my head's not on straight
Things never seem to go my way for all the sins I pay
Everything that I see starts to crumble down around me
It's just a matter of time, I know I'm next in line
Don't try to tell me things will be all right
I'll accept my loss, I want to give up this fight
I know my time is coming
It's death I can feel
I see no light in the end
And I know the reaper is near
When I look back at all the things that have made me this way
I know the choice was only mine, and I know I'm the only one to blame
I'm the only one to blame
Reaper come and take me
Dear reaper, come and take my hand
There's so much pain in life, I can't escape
And I'll never understand so I just
I welcome death